IM OUT OF JOB!! sianzz.. was busy looking for jobs these few days.. i resigned v unhappily.. and i voice out my unhappiness.. dun wish to say anithing more.. i haf complain enuff to my frenz.. haha.. all i can say is there are lotz of pple out there in the real working world who r not frank with you.. no matter how nice they r to you.. or how nice u r to them.. so be on ur guard.. although i dun realli like tat.. the dark side of life.. or shud i say the real side of life.. eeekk.. so down.. end of topic.. hehe..
tues was my last day of work.. wed i woke up early to search for jobs on classified.. called a few but most want perm.. den went this agency.. after tat went toa payoh meet sy.. waited for one hr plus for her to reach lor.. and i was damn hungry.. den FINALLY she reached and we chat alot.. as usual.. juicy topics.. hee..
thurs ne.. went for another agency early in the morning.. but all the jobs they gif me are v low paid and im not tat interested.. den after tat she called and tell me got this draftperson job paying at 6 per hour.. omg.. so damn underpaid lor.. and its at tuas somemore.. den she keep saying the pay quite ok.. i shud not be too picky.. dotz lor.. obviously the pay are low.. i noe the industry lor.. feel tat she quite pushy.. but i tink recruit consultant quite bobian.. they haf sales target to meet.. but i dun realli like lah from my point of view.. to tink tat initially i wanted to be like one of them also cos it seem quite fun.. haha..
aniwayz waited vvvvv long in orchard for hz.. his off day.. den we ate and walk around.. brought a nice shirt.. hee.. den walk to dhoby ghaut.. and back to meridian there do quite abit of shopping.. hee.. was too tempted.. hehe.. we both went abit out of control for our pockets.. den went to the foodcourt.. sudden craving for korean food.. saw the long queues.. this make me even more want to eat korean.. cos it look vvvvv yummy.. hee.. den went line up.. he ate mixed rice while i ate my usual bbq chicken.. quite ok lah.. hehe.. quite normal.. hee.. so the long queues are decieving,, but the volume quite alot lah.. nearing the end of the meal i saw an insect on our table.. and its v disturbing.. v turn off sia.. and he killed it in the end.. poor thing.. but u spoil my appetite.. bleah..
after tat went GV watch because i said so.. quite a nice and touching story.. its abt the mother tinking shes always rite and has the rite to choose the partner for her daughter.. and wanted to take control of her life.. i must admit tat it was a v kind intention.. but it may not turn out realli gd for her daughter though.. her daughter has to choose between a rich guy with a gd career and an attractive musician.. she was in a dilemma to choose her own happiness.. makes me wonder tat in our lives.. how many times did we actually noe wat we realli want and wat our real happiness is when we haf to make decisions? Can we for sure say tat we are right all the time making decisions with the logical mind? i feel tat most of the times we tink tat its rite with our logical mind but our heart tot otherwise.. and our mind tend to overpower our heart.. although i feel tat i tend to follow my heart.. as we grow up.. we tend to be more realistic and trust our own mind more.. in the end wheres the real happiness we dun even noe.. i feel tat we shud realli trust our heart.. cos our heart feels for our life.. it feels the happiness in us eventually.. of cos some of u may disagree with me and tink tat im just too naive.. but its just me.. hee
now im currently watching another taiwan show on youtube.. zhuan jiao yu dao ai.. saw the preview at the vcd show at tpy with hz.. damn funny.. after watching it, i find the show quite sweet and funny.. the female lead is a vvvvv rich, pampered, innocent ger who looks like she nvr experience any downs in life.. and she is v cheerful and happy.. i wonder how izzit like to be like her.. untouched unharmed.. as if unhappy or hurt does not realli exist in her dictionary.. her life is like a fairytale.. rich parents.. big house.. rich bf.. she and her bf like prince and princess in tonghua gushi.. so romantic and almost unreachable.. the dream of every ger? hee.. it realli makes me wonder how izzit like to be like her.. forever happy without worries.. dun need to tink much.. everything is simple.. nutting is impossible.. i tink tat oni happens in fairytales.. of cos the ger's life is gg to take on a change in course in the show.. but i realli wonder how it will feel to be like her.. so innocent and fragile.. makes pple feel happi and want to protect her.. ok getting abit cheesy..
today ne.. slacking.. looking for jobs online and newspaper.. wonder this is gg to carry on for how long.. but just enjoy for now.. back to my show.. hee..
